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Your Thorns Caress My Flesh
crimson drops on a snowy field
Created on 2004-09-14 20:39:34 (#4536177), last updated 2004-09-16
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Basic Info| Name: | Ashley |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-21 |
| Location: | CanDie LanD, Maryland, United States |
| Website: | ::TrustKill:: |
BioYou all should know ~.^ if not then IM me and ask away
Ash and Andy
8-13-04
xoxo
Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all Where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on Slow things down or speed them up not enough or way too much how are you when I'm gone And I can't make it on my own because my heart is in Ohio so cut my wrists and black my eyes so I can fall asleep tonight or die because you kill me You know you do you kill me well you like it too and I can tell you'll never stop until my final breath is gone Spare me just three last words I love you is all she heard I'll wait for you but I can't wait forever You kill me well
*~Hawthorne Heights~*
Crystal clear I see the rose is frail,
the thorns hid easily in its beauty, as I go to grasp it in my hand
My heart is torn beating from my chest
Let me be captivated, by your beauty
Then let me fall from your grace, unto my broken knees
Close my eyes so tightly, the tears are welling up
You aren't worth the waste, of the salt or the water
Fuck all your false beauty, it was transparent just like your smile - liar
Your thorns caress my flesh, crimson drops on a snowy field - liar
I have watched you retrogress, I have seen what you've become - liar
Please take your eyes off of me,
it's funny how fast blue eyes fade gray - liar
And you are deceit
Watching the sun play in your hair
I couldn't really care, care any less about you
Just wither away real beauty is forever in you
Just wither away
*~Atreyu~*
When you read this / I will not be the same
I have let my true form show
this is my last / lost in all my guilt
for letting you fall / understand it wasn't me
but I can't dream without showing intentions
as I ask these questions / where were you
now I can't see through your eyes
I remember the day the sun went out
It halted all progression with all its beauty
it just sacrificed / we fell apart
Sincerely yours I've disowned you [x3]
Sincerely yours I've disowned us
*~Poison the Well~*
you are the fucking disease. another day, another memory. but i have fucking
failed. i turned another lie into the work of a saint. so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my
knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you won't take me. now it's
me. now it's me. all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so
promising. rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes. sickness
fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake. your eyes will cut
through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take. i must take. so where is
the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise
from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you will not
destroy me. you cannot destroy me. and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength
i have left, and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss. so look at your
fucking horror. horror. i want to see your face. show me your true face. i want to
see your face. show me your true face. my heart belongs to you, so save me. my
heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away. still beats,
still beats inside of me. my heart belogns to you, so save me. and my heart
still beats. and my heart still beats. my heart still beats, so save me. my heart
still beats.
*~Bleeding Through~*
I've been up at this all night long
I've been drowning in my sleep
I've prayed for your safe place
And its time for us to leave
Time is running on empty and the gas is running out
I've decided that tonight is the night
That I set love aside
Full speed ahead this seems to be the place
I've seen this once before
Planned perfection sought in my dreams
Hoping this would take you home
My knuckles have turned to white
There's no turning back tonight
So kiss me one last time
Around this turn where the cross will cast your shadow
The people will all gather
To remember such a day where the flames grew as high
As trees
And the world stopped for you and me
My knuckles have turned white
There's no turning back tonight
So hold on tight
Kiss me one last time
Shut your eyes
I will now bring new meaning to the word alone
Endless nights of dreaming of life
And the days we should have spent here
Drowning in my sleep I'm drowning in my sleep
Glass shatters and comes to a halt
I thought we'd be there by now
I thought it would be so much quicker than this
Pain has never been so brilliant
I made sure you were buckled in
Now you can walk hand in hand with him
*~Underoath~*
Ash and Andy
8-13-04
xoxo
Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all Where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on Slow things down or speed them up not enough or way too much how are you when I'm gone And I can't make it on my own because my heart is in Ohio so cut my wrists and black my eyes so I can fall asleep tonight or die because you kill me You know you do you kill me well you like it too and I can tell you'll never stop until my final breath is gone Spare me just three last words I love you is all she heard I'll wait for you but I can't wait forever You kill me well
*~Hawthorne Heights~*
Crystal clear I see the rose is frail,
the thorns hid easily in its beauty, as I go to grasp it in my hand
My heart is torn beating from my chest
Let me be captivated, by your beauty
Then let me fall from your grace, unto my broken knees
Close my eyes so tightly, the tears are welling up
You aren't worth the waste, of the salt or the water
Fuck all your false beauty, it was transparent just like your smile - liar
Your thorns caress my flesh, crimson drops on a snowy field - liar
I have watched you retrogress, I have seen what you've become - liar
Please take your eyes off of me,
it's funny how fast blue eyes fade gray - liar
And you are deceit
Watching the sun play in your hair
I couldn't really care, care any less about you
Just wither away real beauty is forever in you
Just wither away
*~Atreyu~*
When you read this / I will not be the same
I have let my true form show
this is my last / lost in all my guilt
for letting you fall / understand it wasn't me
but I can't dream without showing intentions
as I ask these questions / where were you
now I can't see through your eyes
I remember the day the sun went out
It halted all progression with all its beauty
it just sacrificed / we fell apart
Sincerely yours I've disowned you [x3]
Sincerely yours I've disowned us
*~Poison the Well~*
you are the fucking disease. another day, another memory. but i have fucking
failed. i turned another lie into the work of a saint. so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my
knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you won't take me. now it's
me. now it's me. all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so
promising. rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes. sickness
fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake. your eyes will cut
through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take. i must take. so where is
the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise
from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you will not
destroy me. you cannot destroy me. and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength
i have left, and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss. so look at your
fucking horror. horror. i want to see your face. show me your true face. i want to
see your face. show me your true face. my heart belongs to you, so save me. my
heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away. still beats,
still beats inside of me. my heart belogns to you, so save me. and my heart
still beats. and my heart still beats. my heart still beats, so save me. my heart
still beats.
*~Bleeding Through~*
I've been up at this all night long
I've been drowning in my sleep
I've prayed for your safe place
And its time for us to leave
Time is running on empty and the gas is running out
I've decided that tonight is the night
That I set love aside
Full speed ahead this seems to be the place
I've seen this once before
Planned perfection sought in my dreams
Hoping this would take you home
My knuckles have turned to white
There's no turning back tonight
So kiss me one last time
Around this turn where the cross will cast your shadow
The people will all gather
To remember such a day where the flames grew as high
As trees
And the world stopped for you and me
My knuckles have turned white
There's no turning back tonight
So hold on tight
Kiss me one last time
Shut your eyes
I will now bring new meaning to the word alone
Endless nights of dreaming of life
And the days we should have spent here
Drowning in my sleep I'm drowning in my sleep
Glass shatters and comes to a halt
I thought we'd be there by now
I thought it would be so much quicker than this
Pain has never been so brilliant
I made sure you were buckled in
Now you can walk hand in hand with him
*~Underoath~*
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